Des:My first boyfriend. Hes kind and I feel at ease when Im with him, and I think I probably like him. However, it was the first time I experienced this feeling when my girlfriends senior suddenly kissed me. I wonder if this is what makes my heart pound. Shes cool, but unlike her boyfriend, shes a forceful senior who touches her, and even though she says no, her body becomes numb and hot! ! I was so happy because I felt like I had been recognized by my senior, and I was hoping that if I became a naughty girl, my senior would like me even more...before I knew it, I had become a person who handled my sexual needs. My first boyfriend. Hes kind and I feel at ease when Im with him, and I think I probably like him. However, when my senior suddenly kissed me, I felt this feeling for the first time. I wonder if this is what makes my heart pound. Shes cool, but unlike her boyfriend, shes a forceful senior who touches her, and even though she says no, her body becomes numb and hot! ! I was so happy because I felt like I had been recognized by my senior, and I was hoping that if I became a naughty girl, my senior would like me even more...before I knew it, I had become a person who handled my sexual needs.