Des:My husband found fulfillment in a job he had once considered quitting, and was concentrating on his new job. Normally I can tell just by the scent of my shampoo, but I dont notice any changes happening to me at all. While I felt sad about this, I also prayed that he would not notice it. If only I could endure...I endured a long, humiliating day with just that thought of her in my heart. But 7 days later, ironically, I started seeking pleasure against my will...